Man oh man, does somone up there have a sense of humor or what!
If you look at my previous post, you'll see the quote from TSwift "Go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy that's fine. I'll tell mine your gay."
Well, of course you are.
No really, he is.
Don't get me wrong. I have nothing against homosexuals. I love 'em just as much and sometimes more than everyone else. But COME ON! My life right now is like a little cliche sitcom. The sad part is, I'm not being overdramatic. I need a reality series or something. This stuff is way too good to write!
Yeah, you don't need the details. Trust me. But, he's gay.
Busy weekend ahead. 15 hours at work and prom! And i'm sick. =/
Eh, I'll still rock it.
<3 Sambodiaaaaaa
Friday, April 23, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Another, possibly and probably, pointless post.
Its too hard to divide the things I want to say about what has gone on with me into subsections. I'm over it (:
So here is a huge blurb. Read it if you feel so inclined.
My life has been so complicated and has really tested me within the last six months or so. I just got out of a tumultuous relationship that sort of kept me in my own little world. Now, as I'm emerging from my very own safe little cave, I'm a bit blinded by the sun. When you're in a relationship, things are okay. Period. I strongly reccomend them for those who have NOTHING ELSE TO FOCUS ON. See, this is my problem. I put everything I have into these guys that either a.) like me, but you know, not enough for me to "give them butterflies". (I'm sorry but WHAT THE HELL. Word to the wise boys: Never ever tell a girl that. It makes you look like a total baby. Just tell her you don't like her. Its easier.) or b.) have their minds on one thing. I know it sounds totally cliche, but it is SO true. Guys will pitch any old story to get in your pants. Sometimes, it can be entertaining. Other times, not so much. Anyway, like I said this is one huge blurb, i have decided to kind of push guys out of the picture for a while. I am truly over all of the BS and the pain. It isn't fair to the future me if I put my grades, my family and my friends on the back burner for some guy. And even though I try not to stress about boys, I know I still will. But the truth of the matter is, no one in high school knows what the want. NO ONE. Don't even try to tell me you do. Don't tell me you found your soul mate. Don't get engaged at age 18. Don't lose your pride. Just don't. I can guarantee that you, whoever you are, are better than that. Yes, i am a cynic. Sue me.
I have found it to be soo true, when it comes to my family at least, that it simply is not fair for me to put things that are important in my life to the side. My mom, sister, stepdad and dad know me so well. They have known something has been up. The truth is, my confidence was completely obliterated by a guy. To quote Taylor Swift "[she] gave everything she had to a boy who changed his mind." It really is true. Ladies, please please please don't do this. Especially those of you who know that you need your independence. Don't give it up and risk everything for a relationship that is more than likely going to end in heartbreak and emotionak turmoil. I mean really, why bother.
People tell me all the time, "Sam, you don't even seem to get mad. You seem to get even before you have the chance." I can't decide if getting even is the right thing to do. Of course I've dreamt about forking or fruit-looping the douchebag's lawn. Maybe a few hundred rolls of TP would teach him. But the truth is, my revenge is a whole lot nastier. Don't let me inside of your head. I'm smarter than I act (:
To quote Ms. Taylor Swift again: "There's no time for tears. I'm just sitting here planning my revenge. There's nothing stopping me from going out with all of your best friends. So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy, that's fine, I'll tell mine you're gay." (:
She does have quite the way with words.
I just need some time to figure life out. With out distractions and without any additional pain.
PLUS, the stupid asshole ditched me for prom. So now I have the shoes, the dress, the hair and makeup appointments made and NO FRIGGIN' DATE!
Blahhhh. Reassure me that I'm better off, God. I know I am, I know I am.
----Sam
So here is a huge blurb. Read it if you feel so inclined.
My life has been so complicated and has really tested me within the last six months or so. I just got out of a tumultuous relationship that sort of kept me in my own little world. Now, as I'm emerging from my very own safe little cave, I'm a bit blinded by the sun. When you're in a relationship, things are okay. Period. I strongly reccomend them for those who have NOTHING ELSE TO FOCUS ON. See, this is my problem. I put everything I have into these guys that either a.) like me, but you know, not enough for me to "give them butterflies". (I'm sorry but WHAT THE HELL. Word to the wise boys: Never ever tell a girl that. It makes you look like a total baby. Just tell her you don't like her. Its easier.) or b.) have their minds on one thing. I know it sounds totally cliche, but it is SO true. Guys will pitch any old story to get in your pants. Sometimes, it can be entertaining. Other times, not so much. Anyway, like I said this is one huge blurb, i have decided to kind of push guys out of the picture for a while. I am truly over all of the BS and the pain. It isn't fair to the future me if I put my grades, my family and my friends on the back burner for some guy. And even though I try not to stress about boys, I know I still will. But the truth of the matter is, no one in high school knows what the want. NO ONE. Don't even try to tell me you do. Don't tell me you found your soul mate. Don't get engaged at age 18. Don't lose your pride. Just don't. I can guarantee that you, whoever you are, are better than that. Yes, i am a cynic. Sue me.
I have found it to be soo true, when it comes to my family at least, that it simply is not fair for me to put things that are important in my life to the side. My mom, sister, stepdad and dad know me so well. They have known something has been up. The truth is, my confidence was completely obliterated by a guy. To quote Taylor Swift "[she] gave everything she had to a boy who changed his mind." It really is true. Ladies, please please please don't do this. Especially those of you who know that you need your independence. Don't give it up and risk everything for a relationship that is more than likely going to end in heartbreak and emotionak turmoil. I mean really, why bother.
People tell me all the time, "Sam, you don't even seem to get mad. You seem to get even before you have the chance." I can't decide if getting even is the right thing to do. Of course I've dreamt about forking or fruit-looping the douchebag's lawn. Maybe a few hundred rolls of TP would teach him. But the truth is, my revenge is a whole lot nastier. Don't let me inside of your head. I'm smarter than I act (:
To quote Ms. Taylor Swift again: "There's no time for tears. I'm just sitting here planning my revenge. There's nothing stopping me from going out with all of your best friends. So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy, that's fine, I'll tell mine you're gay." (:
She does have quite the way with words.
I just need some time to figure life out. With out distractions and without any additional pain.
PLUS, the stupid asshole ditched me for prom. So now I have the shoes, the dress, the hair and makeup appointments made and NO FRIGGIN' DATE!
Blahhhh. Reassure me that I'm better off, God. I know I am, I know I am.
----Sam
Monday, January 4, 2010
Chomping at the bit.
Here's to stupid titles for ever stupider posts! Haha (:
Here is some semi new and interesting info! Sorry I never post!
My Life as of January 4, 2010
-Work (Starbucks Barista)
-School (High School Junior)
-New Car (2010 Honda Civic Coupe!)
-License Countdown! (27 days!)
-Boyyy! (David <3)
-Best Friends (Literally haven't gone a day without seeing them for weeks!)
-Family (I've found myself enjoying playing the wii with them)
-Time Management (All of the above! Haha)
-Another Homecoming (Winter Theme: San Fran/Tha Bayy!)
Summaries of the above items!
Work: Ahh what to say about my lovely job. Well, it is stressful as all hell. I swear, I either get way too many hours or hardly any at all. But I really truly love my coworkers.
School: I'd say I've learned a lesson on this front. I am a huge procrastinator and I have an issue with completing homework. (New Years Resolution: No missed assignments!) I am learning to better myself on an academic level and on an adult level (i.e. scheduling sports, boy, friends, work and school work). I am actually super proud. I wrote two in class essays in AP American Lit and both were given outstanding grades and graded as if they were my actual AP test. Apparently, I am well equipped to handle the writing section. This especially surprised me coming from my teacher, who is not fond of my point of view, to put it nicely. :P
New Car/License: Awesome awesome awesome! Sorta procrastinating on my drivers training! finishing it within the next week or two! Wooooot!
David: I've known him since freshman year. He's a bit older. He asked me out about a month ago. (: Things are really good on that front.
BFFs: Basically, I have the best Best Friends in the world. Katie Machado, Dylan Corra, Emma Northcott, Donovan Ayon and Colleen Kenyon have pretty much saved my life. I don't know what I would do without them.
Family: Eh, things vary.
WINTER HOMECOMING: Ahhh! Another one bites the dust! I am sooo excited. I am playing a hobo in the stanky legg dance! :P
That's all for now. If you are interested in anything else you'd like to hear about, lemme know. Send a comment. (:
Lovelovelovelove
Samantha Nicole Harmon
Here is some semi new and interesting info! Sorry I never post!
My Life as of January 4, 2010
-Work (Starbucks Barista)
-School (High School Junior)
-New Car (2010 Honda Civic Coupe!)
-License Countdown! (27 days!)
-Boyyy! (David <3)
-Best Friends (Literally haven't gone a day without seeing them for weeks!)
-Family (I've found myself enjoying playing the wii with them)
-Time Management (All of the above! Haha)
-Another Homecoming (Winter Theme: San Fran/Tha Bayy!)
Summaries of the above items!
Work: Ahh what to say about my lovely job. Well, it is stressful as all hell. I swear, I either get way too many hours or hardly any at all. But I really truly love my coworkers.
School: I'd say I've learned a lesson on this front. I am a huge procrastinator and I have an issue with completing homework. (New Years Resolution: No missed assignments!) I am learning to better myself on an academic level and on an adult level (i.e. scheduling sports, boy, friends, work and school work). I am actually super proud. I wrote two in class essays in AP American Lit and both were given outstanding grades and graded as if they were my actual AP test. Apparently, I am well equipped to handle the writing section. This especially surprised me coming from my teacher, who is not fond of my point of view, to put it nicely. :P
New Car/License: Awesome awesome awesome! Sorta procrastinating on my drivers training! finishing it within the next week or two! Wooooot!
David: I've known him since freshman year. He's a bit older. He asked me out about a month ago. (: Things are really good on that front.
BFFs: Basically, I have the best Best Friends in the world. Katie Machado, Dylan Corra, Emma Northcott, Donovan Ayon and Colleen Kenyon have pretty much saved my life. I don't know what I would do without them.
Family: Eh, things vary.
WINTER HOMECOMING: Ahhh! Another one bites the dust! I am sooo excited. I am playing a hobo in the stanky legg dance! :P
That's all for now. If you are interested in anything else you'd like to hear about, lemme know. Send a comment. (:
Lovelovelovelove
Samantha Nicole Harmon
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