Screw Everything I've Written Before

This is my fresh start. Period. Seriously, so much has changed in my life since I last blogged. I'm sure some of the stuff I want to write about will anger some people. I don't care anymore.

Chapter One- I have been extremely overwhelmed lately. I have started going to therapy because of my relationship with my dad and have since been loosely diagnosed with depression and severe anxiety. Don't those words scare you? God, they scare me.

I don't want to deal with that right now, but it's a chapter anyone reading this has missed.

Chapter Two- It's weird. I feel like I have to explain to you, reader, everything about my life. But I'm not going to go into so many details anymore. Basically, I have gone through a stressful friend situation. Again. And I am just going to say names and everything now. Sue me. Haha

When I stopped being friends with Maite, it changed who I was completely. I never thought of myself as dependent until we broke apart and I realized that I had trouble standing up and functioning without her friendship. Well, I thought I'd never make that mistake again.
WRONG!

Lindsay and Alexa never really treated me like I belonged anyway. Who am I kidding, I knew I didn't. So, I've gotten sick of being the doormat. Sick of being the person to blame and the butt of the joke. And I branched away from them.

And now, I have this really amazing new friend, Dylan. She is an amazingly sweet person and I am so excited to have a friend like her. She, like me, got involved with people who treated her like less than she was. I am glad we found each other. It's definetly a start of a great friendship.

(And my heart goes out to my amazing new friend who left to Wyoming this morning because her Grandma passed. R.I.P.)

Chapter Three- Have you ever been completely in love with someone you know well but don't see all that often? Haha. Welcome to my life.


The end. For tonight.

Glad To Be Back,
Samantha Harmon